An Update | Build in public E157

All right, this is my daily update for All right, this is my daily update for All right, this is my daily update for my build and public log. Uh, I’ve not my build and public log. Uh, I’ve not my build and public log. Uh, I’ve not posted a video this week. I am not doing posted a video this week. I am not doing posted a video this week. I am not doing too well healthwise. I am uh not too well healthwise. I am uh not too well healthwise. I am uh not sleeping at night. I’m having extremely sleeping at night. I’m having extremely sleeping at night. I’m having extremely bad crippling insomnia. bad crippling insomnia. bad crippling insomnia. Um, just exhausted. I have I’ve talked a Um, just exhausted. I have I’ve talked a Um, just exhausted. I have I’ve talked a lot about this in other videos. I have lot about this in other videos. I have lot about this in other videos. I have like a really bad uh stomach. Um, I’ve like a really bad uh stomach. Um, I’ve like a really bad uh stomach. Um, I’ve had stomach surgery before. I’ve gone to had stomach surgery before. I’ve gone to had stomach surgery before. I’ve gone to many doctors about it. I’ve taken a many doctors about it. I’ve taken a many doctors about it. I’ve taken a bunch of medicine. It’s pretty bad. Um, bunch of medicine. It’s pretty bad. Um, bunch of medicine. It’s pretty bad. Um, it’s pretty obvious I need another it’s pretty obvious I need another it’s pretty obvious I need another surgery and it’s really like flaring up surgery and it’s really like flaring up surgery and it’s really like flaring up and bothering me a lot this week. So, and bothering me a lot this week. So, and bothering me a lot this week. So, it’s just keeping me up at night. So, I it’s just keeping me up at night. So, I it’s just keeping me up at night. So, I I’ve not done too much work on the SAS I’ve not done too much work on the SAS I’ve not done too much work on the SAS here. I did do a bit. The extension for here. I did do a bit. The extension for here. I did do a bit. The extension for this uh the browser extension is almost this uh the browser extension is almost this uh the browser extension is almost done, but I need like a good solid day done, but I need like a good solid day done, but I need like a good solid day or two. Just focus on it and get it get or two. Just focus on it and get it get or two. Just focus on it and get it get it kind of done and on the uh first on it kind of done and on the uh first on it kind of done and on the uh first on the Chrome store and then onto the the Chrome store and then onto the the Chrome store and then onto the Firefox store. But I’ve not worked on it Firefox store. But I’ve not worked on it Firefox store. But I’ve not worked on it cuz I want to be like clearheaded and cuz I want to be like clearheaded and cuz I want to be like clearheaded and cuz I really need to think and finish it cuz I really need to think and finish it cuz I really need to think and finish it through and test it. Um, so I’ve been through and test it. Um, so I’ve been through and test it. Um, so I’ve been doing like a bunch of other work where I doing like a bunch of other work where I doing like a bunch of other work where I don’t need to think quite as hard. Yeah, don’t need to think quite as hard. Yeah, don’t need to think quite as hard. Yeah, bear with me. I’m I’m trying. I’m really bear with me. I’m I’m trying. I’m really bear with me. I’m I’m trying. I’m really trying to get better as fast as I can, trying to get better as fast as I can, trying to get better as fast as I can, but it’s it’s I I just can’t sleep at but it’s it’s I I just can’t sleep at but it’s it’s I I just can’t sleep at night. It’s really killing me. I’m night. It’s really killing me. I’m night. It’s really killing me. I’m kicking my ass so bad. Yeah. Don’t know kicking my ass so bad. Yeah. Don’t know kicking my ass so bad. Yeah. Don’t know what to say other than that. I’m trying what to say other than that. I’m trying what to say other than that. I’m trying to get to the doctor, but um I recently to get to the doctor, but um I recently to get to the doctor, but um I recently moved to the UK and I’m trying to get moved to the UK and I’m trying to get moved to the UK and I’m trying to get that that sorted out so I could go see that that sorted out so I could go see that that sorted out so I could go see the doctor. I might need to go see a the doctor. I might need to go see a the doctor. I might need to go see a private doctor. Um, but yeah, it’s like private doctor. Um, but yeah, it’s like private doctor. Um, but yeah, it’s like a weird health care system here. Uh, a weird health care system here. Uh, a weird health care system here. Uh, it’s public. You have to get this it’s public. You have to get this it’s public. You have to get this number. You got to go to a certain number. You got to go to a certain number. You got to go to a certain place. It’s very strange to me. Very place. It’s very strange to me. Very place. It’s very strange to me. Very foreign. I’m originally from the US, foreign. I’m originally from the US, foreign. I’m originally from the US, but in my travels abroad, I would but in my travels abroad, I would but in my travels abroad, I would typically just go to a private doctor typically just go to a private doctor typically just go to a private doctor and pay cash. So, it’s very different and pay cash. So, it’s very different and pay cash. So, it’s very different this system. And I’m trying to get to a this system. And I’m trying to get to a this system. And I’m trying to get to a doctor, but it takes time. So, that’s doctor, but it takes time. So, that’s doctor, but it takes time. So, that’s the update. And I really the update. And I really the update. And I really um can’t stress this enough. If you’re um can’t stress this enough. If you’re um can’t stress this enough. If you’re healthy, like be grateful because if you healthy, like be grateful because if you healthy, like be grateful because if you have anything wrong with you like I do, have anything wrong with you like I do, have anything wrong with you like I do, like something pretty serious where you like something pretty serious where you like something pretty serious where you need surgery and maybe another surgery, need surgery and maybe another surgery, need surgery and maybe another surgery, it sucks. Um other than that, I’ve it sucks. Um other than that, I’ve it sucks. Um other than that, I’ve started to work again something I don’t started to work again something I don’t started to work again something I don’t need to think too hard and do a lot of need to think too hard and do a lot of need to think too hard and do a lot of crazy coding for. I started working on crazy coding for. I started working on crazy coding for. I started working on the first big website or URL for my 25 the first big website or URL for my 25 the first big website or URL for my 25 projects. So, um, not this this next projects. So, um, not this this next projects. So, um, not this this next week I’ll be working on that and then week I’ll be working on that and then week I’ll be working on that and then I’m going to release it the following I’m going to release it the following I’m going to release it the following Monday. But I’m going to build 25 Monday. But I’m going to build 25 Monday. But I’m going to build 25 projects in 25 weeks. By project, some projects in 25 weeks. By project, some projects in 25 weeks. By project, some will be a silly little weird funny will be a silly little weird funny will be a silly little weird funny website, an art thing, a website, an art thing, a website, an art thing, a thought-provoking thing, a more serious thought-provoking thing, a more serious thought-provoking thing, a more serious thing, a cool thing. there. It’s going thing, a cool thing. there. It’s going thing, a cool thing. there. It’s going to be a big range of projects, but um to be a big range of projects, but um to be a big range of projects, but um next week I’m going to really start on next week I’m going to really start on next week I’m going to really start on this and that following Monday I’m going this and that following Monday I’m going this and that following Monday I’m going to release the first one that is coming to release the first one that is coming to release the first one that is coming along. Um it’s going to be a Halloween along. Um it’s going to be a Halloween along. Um it’s going to be a Halloween thing. Uh it’s going to be a silly thing thing. Uh it’s going to be a silly thing thing. Uh it’s going to be a silly thing that doesn’t require a lot of that doesn’t require a lot of that doesn’t require a lot of thinking through like a like a browser thinking through like a like a browser thinking through like a like a browser extension does. So, more to come on extension does. So, more to come on extension does. So, more to come on that. Um, I’ll have a video maybe next that. Um, I’ll have a video maybe next that. Um, I’ll have a video maybe next week to share for that. So, stay tuned. week to share for that. So, stay tuned. week to share for that. So, stay tuned. Um, but I do want to get the browser Um, but I do want to get the browser Um, but I do want to get the browser extension for this done. That is it for extension for this done. That is it for extension for this done. That is it for me. Um, wish me luck. I really hope I me. Um, wish me luck. I really hope I me. Um, wish me luck. I really hope I can sleep better tonight. Uh, quickly on can sleep better tonight. Uh, quickly on can sleep better tonight. Uh, quickly on to my random story for today. I did to my random story for today. I did to my random story for today. I did something crazy today. Um, something crazy today. Um, something crazy today. Um, really crazy and it might piss some really crazy and it might piss some really crazy and it might piss some people off. Uh, the job market is pretty people off. Uh, the job market is pretty people off. Uh, the job market is pretty The job market is really tough. The job market is really tough. The job market is really tough. Even if you’re a senior engineer, even Even if you’re a senior engineer, even Even if you’re a senior engineer, even if you’re a software engineer, even if if you’re a software engineer, even if if you’re a software engineer, even if you’re in tech, it’s tough. Somebody you’re in tech, it’s tough. Somebody you’re in tech, it’s tough. Somebody offered me a job part-time, not offered me a job part-time, not offered me a job part-time, not part-time, but like a contract, another part-time, but like a contract, another part-time, but like a contract, another freelance gig to join a team for a freelance gig to join a team for a freelance gig to join a team for a while, probably months, and I turned while, probably months, and I turned while, probably months, and I turned them down. And people are probably going them down. And people are probably going them down. And people are probably going to hate me for saying this, and I turned to hate me for saying this, and I turned to hate me for saying this, and I turned it down. Uh, flat out just just said, it down. Uh, flat out just just said, it down. Uh, flat out just just said, “No, I don’t I am not going to take a “No, I don’t I am not going to take a “No, I don’t I am not going to take a job.” And the reason is because I’m job.” And the reason is because I’m job.” And the reason is because I’m going I feel like I need to do this going I feel like I need to do this going I feel like I need to do this crazy thing with the 25 projects. And crazy thing with the 25 projects. And crazy thing with the 25 projects. And maybe this is suicide. Like financially, maybe this is suicide. Like financially, maybe this is suicide. Like financially, I don’t know. Not literally, but like I don’t know. Not literally, but like I don’t know. Not literally, but like financially, maybe this is completely financially, maybe this is completely financially, maybe this is completely insane. But I said, “No, I’m going to do insane. But I said, “No, I’m going to do insane. But I said, “No, I’m going to do this 25 projects.” And it’s so weird. this 25 projects.” And it’s so weird. this 25 projects.” And it’s so weird. like the week like right when I’m about like the week like right when I’m about like the week like right when I’m about to start working on that a job comes to start working on that a job comes to start working on that a job comes around like hey will you join this team around like hey will you join this team around like hey will you join this team and work work with this client for the and work work with this client for the and work work with this client for the next few months uh or maybe longer and I next few months uh or maybe longer and I next few months uh or maybe longer and I said no I said no uh that’s how serious said no I said no uh that’s how serious said no I said no uh that’s how serious I am about this I you know my gut says to do this crazy thing I’m my gut says to do this crazy thing I’m my gut says to do this crazy thing I’m about to do and not do that job I feel about to do and not do that job I feel about to do and not do that job I feel like that doing that job is going to get like that doing that job is going to get like that doing that job is going to get me in that same endless cycle of never me in that same endless cycle of never me in that same endless cycle of never reaching success like as an entrepreneur reaching success like as an entrepreneur reaching success like as an entrepreneur like my doing my own thing going my own like my doing my own thing going my own like my doing my own thing going my own way and it’s just going to pull me back way and it’s just going to pull me back way and it’s just going to pull me back into some tech job I really into some tech job I really into some tech job I really don’t want to do. don’t want to do. don’t want to do. I hope I hope I hope I’m proven right. I hope this was not a I’m proven right. I hope this was not a I’m proven right. I hope this was not a stupid dumb mistake. We’ll see in 3 to 6 stupid dumb mistake. We’ll see in 3 to 6 stupid dumb mistake. We’ll see in 3 to 6 months or not. But uh I said no to a job months or not. But uh I said no to a job months or not. But uh I said no to a job today so I can go build wacky weird um today so I can go build wacky weird um today so I can go build wacky weird um websites and artish weird experimental websites and artish weird experimental websites and artish weird experimental crazy things. I I’m going to try some crazy things. I I’m going to try some crazy things. I I’m going to try some weird crazy stuff. Uh and I’m super weird crazy stuff. Uh and I’m super weird crazy stuff. Uh and I’m super super excited to to share how I’m going super excited to to share how I’m going super excited to to share how I’m going to build because I’m going to be going to build because I’m going to be going to build because I’m going to be going over every single thing of how I built over every single thing of how I built over every single thing of how I built these things. I’ve spent the last couple these things. I’ve spent the last couple these things. I’ve spent the last couple weeks quietly figuring out how to build weeks quietly figuring out how to build weeks quietly figuring out how to build a lot of these things. actually found a lot of these things. actually found a lot of these things. actually found out about a lot of cool new tech that I out about a lot of cool new tech that I out about a lot of cool new tech that I did not know about. Um, I’m super super did not know about. Um, I’m super super did not know about. Um, I’m super super excited. There’s some really crazy stuff excited. There’s some really crazy stuff excited. There’s some really crazy stuff coming up. So, just fingers crossed my coming up. So, just fingers crossed my coming up. So, just fingers crossed my health kind of improves here cuz I’m health kind of improves here cuz I’m health kind of improves here cuz I’m kind of dying like physically. Um, kind of dying like physically. Um, kind of dying like physically. Um, hopefully I’m not actually dying, but hopefully I’m not actually dying, but hopefully I’m not actually dying, but like I’m dying by not sleeping and like I’m dying by not sleeping and like I’m dying by not sleeping and having a lot of stomach problems. But having a lot of stomach problems. But having a lot of stomach problems. But stay tuned. I’m very serious about this stay tuned. I’m very serious about this stay tuned. I’m very serious about this 25 projects thing. I just turned down 25 projects thing. I just turned down 25 projects thing. I just turned down the job. I have I don’t have a job. of the job. I have I don’t have a job. of the job. I have I don’t have a job. of living on savings and I just in this job living on savings and I just in this job living on savings and I just in this job market I just said no to a job. So I’m market I just said no to a job. So I’m market I just said no to a job. So I’m pretty serious about this. That’s how pretty serious about this. That’s how pretty serious about this. That’s how serious I am. So much to come. serious I am. So much to come. serious I am. So much to come. See you tomorrow.